Dec 03, 2004 18:05
THANKS A WHOLE FUCKING LOT MITCHELL.
I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY WITH HOW MUCH YOU JUST MADE ME WANT TO KILL YOU. AND MANGLE YOUR FACE. I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO HURT SOMEBODY SO MUCH.
I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH OF A HEART YOU DON'T HAVE AND HOW YOU COULD JUST PRETEND LIKE YOU CAN NEGATE ME FROM YOUR MEMORY.
I STILL WANTED TO BE FRIENDS. I DONT WANT YOU BACK THIS ISN'T WHAT THIS IS ABOUT OR WHAT IT WAS ABOUT, I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN ANYWAY.
You meant a lot more to me than that. than to throw it away and decide you never want to speak to me again because YOU OWE ME MONEY and I confronted you about it BECAUSE MITCHELL YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO OWES MONEY TO PEOPLE YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS BILLS YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE MITCHELL WHO HAS FUCKING PROBLEMS BUT, YOU SEEM TO BE THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS YOU CAN JUST THROW SOMEONE AWAY.
FUCKING CHRIST, IF 60 DOLLARS MEANS LOSING A FRIENDSHIP WITH SOMEONE THAT AT ONE POINT I CONSIDERED EXTREMELY CLOSE TO ME, AND SOMEONE THAT I STILL CARE ABOUT (AND I DO) THEN I DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT THE MONEY.
But I obviously don't mean that much to you. And I'm not going to lie, that hurts more than knowing I need 60 dollars to get through the next month without breaking down and going out of my mind.
I think you get what I'm saying.
But if you don't want my friendship, I sure as DAMN HELL DONT WANT YOURS.
This was not exactly the way I was planning on saying this. But you just pissed me off so much more than anyone ever has.