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Oct 08, 2004 08:20

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velveteyez October 8 2004, 16:56:09 UTC
Umm, first off, I AM home during the day. I've slept in my bed every night for a while now.

It seems as soon as you get home (from wherever you are, don't act like you don't go out and

do stuff too) then I immediately have to go to work and I dont get out till you're allready

asleep. I'm not blaming anything on you I'm just saying, that's just the way things are

right now.
Now HONESTLY if you havn't seen me in like a week, then HOW ARE YOU HERE to hear whether I'm

complaining about sleep or food?
I mean be realistic, if you want to bring up the food thing, when has anyone NOT complained

about there being no food. I've never made a big thing of it, if anything I'll say, damn im

hungry there's no food, and then go buy my own food somewhere. So I don't even know WHY you

brought that up. If I cared about it so much I would ask mom to buy more.

You guys all bitch at me for things here and there, everyone does it to everyone else. But I

don't try and pull a bunch of crap like, " the world doesn't revolve around you jessica,"

sometimes I think that's the only excuse you can make, I mean you're the only one that says

it. I try as much as possible to be considerate and not wake up everyone at night, and even

in the mornings, even if I think someone is still sleeping I'm not going to BLARE THE STEREO

AS LOUD AS IT CAN GO.

And the whole sleep thing, I mean comm'on I have been trying my hardest(you can even ask

mom) to get up earlier and earlier in the mornings and do stuff during the day just so I can

go to sleep earlier. But sometimes It's a little bit harder to fall asleep, last night I

didn't even come in that late and I couldn't fall asleep till like 5:30. I'm not trying to

fight with you, I just think you're too quick to jump to conclusions as if I should have no

reason to be pissed off about the one thing that pisses me off the most. It's just

frustrating waking up a couple hours after I fall asleep to something that is allready

annoying as fuck, and it's not stopping. At that point, YEAH I'M ABOUT READY TO COMPLAIN. It

just makes me mad that you think I want everyone to do everything and adjust their lives for me, but I mean really what the hell am I asking for? quiet in the early morning, is it that hard? Other than that I didn't think I really bothered everyone so much with my presense here.

I don't care if the puppy is staing here for a few days, I'm just frustrated right now. I do appreciate you taking her downstairs. It just seems as if you act like it's such a big deal to do it, like you have to change your life for me to let me sleep when that is all I really want sometimes.

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velveteyez October 8 2004, 16:58:10 UTC
staying*

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