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Umm... sorry Im posting so much.
not really. I hope I take up your journals with meaningless crap.
dont read this unless you want to.
it's not anything important just something I wanted to save for myself...
because it mirrors so many things going through my head.
I liked this so much I stole it from Jason's journal.
Every single time i feel the burn i try to throw it away.
A fast fix for the brokenness of everyday.
Its like the pain is building up, it's swelling up,
i've got to choke it down and break it down until it's broke down.
it's like a shard of glass, it's like a broken piece.
Of everything i hate, it's everything in me,
A burnt heart stains black the blood it flows.
A dead soul will overshadow.
Push it out. I'ts everything you never were,
Push it out. I want to see it shatter.
And Everyday i see my life rewind tearing through dreams i find im wide awake.
And even when it's wrong i start to learn, and then i do it again.
I reach out to grasp and get a broken hand,
And everyone is going to turn their backs.
I want to take them down,
and strike them down and leave them struck down.
Its like im made to fail with everything i gain.
Just an infected piece in a defective game.
My two hands give birth to nothing right.
A black past is an effective foresight.
Push it out, it's everything you never were.
Push it out, i want to see it shatter.
And Everyday i see my life rewind tearing through dreams i find im wide awake.
And everything is building up, a pale heart is an empty cup,
if nothing ever changes, im breaking down, giving up.
Burn it out, let it go, break it all, lose control,
force it out, bring it through, pass it down, make it new.
Kill the pain, scrape it off, leave it here, make it stop.
Tear it down, bleed it out, all the hate, see it straight.
No one ever told me that it would all stay the same.
Everyday i fall on shards of my hatred and shame.
- Demon Hunter "Screams of the Undead"
I still wonder when the medicine will take it's effect.
And The injection they made, it's all just left me the same.
It's hard to concentrate with echo's of your voice in my head.
From all you said, im still paralized.
But i'm almost out of breath from saying things that i'll regret.
My time is over, i cant do this alone.
I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.
Tell me before i go, that your infected with me.
I cant remember if i ever took a minute to say.
That if it had to be now, i'm glad it had to be me.
I cant recuperate, i'm never going to leave here alive.
Just help me through this, dont let me die here.
But i'm almost out of breath from saying things i'll regret.
My time is over, i cant do this alone,
i'm infected with you, pull the plug already.
Tell me before i go, that your infected with me.
I'm killing time just trying to find the words that fall so short of you.
I'm loosing sleep, i cant compete, i'm giving out, i cant do this alone.
- Demon Hunter "Infected"
not really. I hope I take up your journals with meaningless crap.
dont read this unless you want to.
it's not anything important just something I wanted to save for myself...
because it mirrors so many things going through my head.
I liked this so much I stole it from Jason's journal.
Every single time i feel the burn i try to throw it away.
A fast fix for the brokenness of everyday.
Its like the pain is building up, it's swelling up,
i've got to choke it down and break it down until it's broke down.
it's like a shard of glass, it's like a broken piece.
Of everything i hate, it's everything in me,
A burnt heart stains black the blood it flows.
A dead soul will overshadow.
Push it out. I'ts everything you never were,
Push it out. I want to see it shatter.
And Everyday i see my life rewind tearing through dreams i find im wide awake.
And even when it's wrong i start to learn, and then i do it again.
I reach out to grasp and get a broken hand,
And everyone is going to turn their backs.
I want to take them down,
and strike them down and leave them struck down.
Its like im made to fail with everything i gain.
Just an infected piece in a defective game.
My two hands give birth to nothing right.
A black past is an effective foresight.
Push it out, it's everything you never were.
Push it out, i want to see it shatter.
And Everyday i see my life rewind tearing through dreams i find im wide awake.
And everything is building up, a pale heart is an empty cup,
if nothing ever changes, im breaking down, giving up.
Burn it out, let it go, break it all, lose control,
force it out, bring it through, pass it down, make it new.
Kill the pain, scrape it off, leave it here, make it stop.
Tear it down, bleed it out, all the hate, see it straight.
No one ever told me that it would all stay the same.
Everyday i fall on shards of my hatred and shame.
- Demon Hunter "Screams of the Undead"
I still wonder when the medicine will take it's effect.
And The injection they made, it's all just left me the same.
It's hard to concentrate with echo's of your voice in my head.
From all you said, im still paralized.
But i'm almost out of breath from saying things that i'll regret.
My time is over, i cant do this alone.
I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.
Tell me before i go, that your infected with me.
I cant remember if i ever took a minute to say.
That if it had to be now, i'm glad it had to be me.
I cant recuperate, i'm never going to leave here alive.
Just help me through this, dont let me die here.
But i'm almost out of breath from saying things i'll regret.
My time is over, i cant do this alone,
i'm infected with you, pull the plug already.
Tell me before i go, that your infected with me.
I'm killing time just trying to find the words that fall so short of you.
I'm loosing sleep, i cant compete, i'm giving out, i cant do this alone.
- Demon Hunter "Infected"