undead
I'm in debt. School mostly.
The hand of God is moving now. Good missionaries are being diverted. I know what must be done. What agony. To hear the voice, see the flag, listen as the troops march by, with an intimate knowledge of the great and necessary battle to come, as I work two jobs full time to get myself out debt. I am lost in American currency. How I long to face the bullets. How I long to see the front lines. I feel impotent and haven't even been to jail for this most dire cause.
The church is not the church. It has done nothing these 33 years. It has not even preached. The church is afraid of this issue. The church is afraid. Any church which ever fears, is no longer lead by Christ, and has quite literally lost its head.
But I am waiting here in debt. And perhaps Christ is preparing me. Or perhaps I am plunging further into American currency. Perhaps TV will consume me, or the internet, or poetry. Perhaps this is where I don't make the right choice. This is what I hate about our enemy. My life is the front line, but my life is not in the right place...
I have fallen behind.
-just joe
The hand of God is moving now. Good missionaries are being diverted. I know what must be done. What agony. To hear the voice, see the flag, listen as the troops march by, with an intimate knowledge of the great and necessary battle to come, as I work two jobs full time to get myself out debt. I am lost in American currency. How I long to face the bullets. How I long to see the front lines. I feel impotent and haven't even been to jail for this most dire cause.
The church is not the church. It has done nothing these 33 years. It has not even preached. The church is afraid of this issue. The church is afraid. Any church which ever fears, is no longer lead by Christ, and has quite literally lost its head.
But I am waiting here in debt. And perhaps Christ is preparing me. Or perhaps I am plunging further into American currency. Perhaps TV will consume me, or the internet, or poetry. Perhaps this is where I don't make the right choice. This is what I hate about our enemy. My life is the front line, but my life is not in the right place...
I have fallen behind.
-just joe