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i hate stupid live journal, but xanga must wait. and so must i.
anyways- so glad i went to church today. i felt like i had a lot that i had to justify, and then realized that there's just no justifying what you did, it's just plain wrong. you screwed up and you're gonna have to deal. it's hard to believe sometimes that God isn't out to get us. like everything that happens isn't directly an effect of something you did. i know in my mind that He's not. but i can't feel it in my heart, which is clouded over by stupid emotions, and that hurts.
*side note* if i had my heart broken, i would listen to chris isaak's "somebody's crying" nonstop.
i wonder if leaving your phone on for 462 minutes is bad for it. not my cell, my house phone. probably. i hope it's charging. i also wonder why the hizzeck it didn't turn off by itself. or why i didn't roll on top of it or something and turn it off. weird. when i woke up, it was still on, and there wasn't a dial tone, it was like the other person was still on the line. but i don't think they were. it was weird. and it was also weird that i had a nightmare that felt SO real. i dreamt that i was sleeping at the wheel at night on a curvy road (you know how sometimes in dreams you just *know* things?) and all of the sudden i woke up, realized that no one was steering, but could not for the life of me bring myself to actually get up and start steering. so i just layed there, dozing off again, as the car spun out of control and stuff. and i woke up really fast as soon as i had fallen asleep again in my dream. it was scary. and the phone was still on. which is scary too.
obviously awesome Tori quotes from the mall last night:
"Um, Erin, this *is not* classic; it's like formicah(sp?!)."
- after she pointed out that me and Erin's side of the food court table had a decoration on it and Erin pointed out that her plain side was "classic". Plus, she did this really amazing arrogant eyebrow raise.
"And Livia doesn't even wear that jacket, and I wanted to borrow it tonight. And she freaking spilled salsa on it! (pouty) And she really doesn't even like it..."
"Yeah, I got gauged too"
- as she puts one of her legs onto a clothing rack at Target
"I must remember to walk by Hollister before we go."
- this was awesome, just because she didn't really say that, i just thought she did, and i thought it was funny because what if i were to say, oh..., "i must remember to walk by abercrombie on my way out"? who "walks by" stores?
More Tori Quotes:
"Is that a sculpture purse?"
- looking at Dodd's purse and art class sculpture, which are in fact two separate things
"Where my ovaries at? From the front to back..."
- an odd take on that old 702 song from back in the day
And A Weird Advertisement for Slushies:
"The Slushman Cometh"
anyways- so glad i went to church today. i felt like i had a lot that i had to justify, and then realized that there's just no justifying what you did, it's just plain wrong. you screwed up and you're gonna have to deal. it's hard to believe sometimes that God isn't out to get us. like everything that happens isn't directly an effect of something you did. i know in my mind that He's not. but i can't feel it in my heart, which is clouded over by stupid emotions, and that hurts.
*side note* if i had my heart broken, i would listen to chris isaak's "somebody's crying" nonstop.
i wonder if leaving your phone on for 462 minutes is bad for it. not my cell, my house phone. probably. i hope it's charging. i also wonder why the hizzeck it didn't turn off by itself. or why i didn't roll on top of it or something and turn it off. weird. when i woke up, it was still on, and there wasn't a dial tone, it was like the other person was still on the line. but i don't think they were. it was weird. and it was also weird that i had a nightmare that felt SO real. i dreamt that i was sleeping at the wheel at night on a curvy road (you know how sometimes in dreams you just *know* things?) and all of the sudden i woke up, realized that no one was steering, but could not for the life of me bring myself to actually get up and start steering. so i just layed there, dozing off again, as the car spun out of control and stuff. and i woke up really fast as soon as i had fallen asleep again in my dream. it was scary. and the phone was still on. which is scary too.
obviously awesome Tori quotes from the mall last night:
"Um, Erin, this *is not* classic; it's like formicah(sp?!)."
- after she pointed out that me and Erin's side of the food court table had a decoration on it and Erin pointed out that her plain side was "classic". Plus, she did this really amazing arrogant eyebrow raise.
"And Livia doesn't even wear that jacket, and I wanted to borrow it tonight. And she freaking spilled salsa on it! (pouty) And she really doesn't even like it..."
"Yeah, I got gauged too"
- as she puts one of her legs onto a clothing rack at Target
"I must remember to walk by Hollister before we go."
- this was awesome, just because she didn't really say that, i just thought she did, and i thought it was funny because what if i were to say, oh..., "i must remember to walk by abercrombie on my way out"? who "walks by" stores?
More Tori Quotes:
"Is that a sculpture purse?"
- looking at Dodd's purse and art class sculpture, which are in fact two separate things
"Where my ovaries at? From the front to back..."
- an odd take on that old 702 song from back in the day
And A Weird Advertisement for Slushies:
"The Slushman Cometh"