meghan_solo tagged me!
List five truths. Five things that are on your mind. Good, bad, it matters not. Lift some weight off. Then pick five people to do the same.
5. My grandfather's having surgery in the morning on one of his arteries. it scares the hell out of me, and i wish i wish i wish i was up in grand rapids right now to see him. i don't know if i'll ever forgive myself if something happens and i'm not there.
4. i feel often shy and awkward around all but about 7 people lately, i don't know why. 6 of them live in other cities. this pretty much leaves me feeling awkward the majority of the time. le sigh.
3. I keep secrets. lots of them. not things that are important to anyone but me really, just things i'm embarrassed about. not so much from 4 of those 7, but, the rest of the world? yeah.
2. Thinking about the immediate future generally scares me. as in the next 2 years, and finishing school, and finding a job, etc.
1. the one thing that makes all of the other stuff better are the few people who i know will always be there and love me no matter what. generally those who have already stuck by through so much and for so many years. like dan, and karin, and alexis.
See, happy note!
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