Dec 21, 2005 19:32
my life is crazy right now. but not necessarily in a bad way. mindboggling, sometimes, but not really bad. even during my mini-freakouts, it's never rock bottom. i always know things will be fine. i'm optimistic right now i guess. there's nothing productive about regret, or dwelling on the past. life is forward. i'm also trying (fairly sucessfully) to not worry about things i have no control over. other people make their own decisions, and life happens on it's own. i can only try to do things as best i can, i think that was my problem last semester, i kept worrying about how to fix, and trying to fix things that i had no control over. and that doesn't work.
i have my schedual for next semester all figured out. it should be good
contemplative,
crazy,
life