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i'm sick and fucking tired of being asked how my friends from home are doing and having no answer for, with two notable exceptions (I hope you know who your are, fuckin emailing me to call your cunty asses) most of you haven't done thing one to send me and email. I know I haven't been 100% contact lady over here too, but what few mass email/lj/myspace questions went totally unsanaswered,
I really don't want to hear about your trouble though my boyfriend when i talk to him. i hant t hear about my boyfriend, end of story. if you wanna say hi, it's not hard to leave a comment. if you want more, i have email, myspace, facebook, aim, andbskype, the wave of the future.
because, here's the ugly truth if it. long distance is hard, and if you don't make the effort, whatever you had goes away. and you know that applies to both reationahips AND friendships. lord knows i've been working my ass off to keep talking to zack every single day, often times more than that. but you all don't need or get to have the details. it's hard to stay in love with someone who is on another continent, across, the ocean, but god dammit, he's so fucking worth it. with out him this trip would be much less fun. He keeps me grounded, he lets my whine and he lets me comlain. He's my support, and my strength when I have none.He even sends me seaweed, hot sauce and comics. That doens't mean he's my lettter carrier. Stop sending hello's through him, well wishes, and how is she?s If you really care please just tell me you self, ``you al have emil and facebook and myspace, and aim. I know I've been MIA for a wfile, having your flot robbed while you're in it will do that to you. Especially if they take the laptop. But as I enter my last half of this trip, I begin wondering what I have to come home to. All my news from home comes from ZAck, that makes me worry. If I don't have that some group fine, but do me the courtesy of telling me now rather than letting me find out.
You know, I really have no idead at all what's going on in your lives. NO cue. And you know only what Zack tells you. Well I'm done with that. If you wanna talk to me, if it'll be possible fr us to still be friends when I get home in the end of June, please please it doesn't take much. All I'm asking is an email everyone and a while, maybe some talking on aim. Skype if actually free, so you could even talk to me. How great would that be?...and there in lies the problem. Would it be great? Would we be as close as we were when I left, I'm really not sure. So fucking make the effort now, or lord know what will happen....maybe I won't have an inner circle to come home to.
I'm going to try this once more, I did it when I left, I did it right after I got here, and of course I'm going it now.
I have nobodies emil address. Sorry I couldn't reach but i had no clue where.Could you please this time actually give it to me.
make an effort. please, being here is really fuckin' lonely. i don't want to come home to that feeling, and i may be coming home sooner than expected. so please, make an effort. send me email, talk to me on aim for more than just a quick second. an actual conversation. otherwise what the hell am i coming home to?
the few of you who gave me adies of myspace have post cards galore on the way to you. hope you enjoy them.
I really don't want to hear about your trouble though my boyfriend when i talk to him. i hant t hear about my boyfriend, end of story. if you wanna say hi, it's not hard to leave a comment. if you want more, i have email, myspace, facebook, aim, andbskype, the wave of the future.
because, here's the ugly truth if it. long distance is hard, and if you don't make the effort, whatever you had goes away. and you know that applies to both reationahips AND friendships. lord knows i've been working my ass off to keep talking to zack every single day, often times more than that. but you all don't need or get to have the details. it's hard to stay in love with someone who is on another continent, across, the ocean, but god dammit, he's so fucking worth it. with out him this trip would be much less fun. He keeps me grounded, he lets my whine and he lets me comlain. He's my support, and my strength when I have none.He even sends me seaweed, hot sauce and comics. That doens't mean he's my lettter carrier. Stop sending hello's through him, well wishes, and how is she?s If you really care please just tell me you self, ``you al have emil and facebook and myspace, and aim. I know I've been MIA for a wfile, having your flot robbed while you're in it will do that to you. Especially if they take the laptop. But as I enter my last half of this trip, I begin wondering what I have to come home to. All my news from home comes from ZAck, that makes me worry. If I don't have that some group fine, but do me the courtesy of telling me now rather than letting me find out.
You know, I really have no idead at all what's going on in your lives. NO cue. And you know only what Zack tells you. Well I'm done with that. If you wanna talk to me, if it'll be possible fr us to still be friends when I get home in the end of June, please please it doesn't take much. All I'm asking is an email everyone and a while, maybe some talking on aim. Skype if actually free, so you could even talk to me. How great would that be?...and there in lies the problem. Would it be great? Would we be as close as we were when I left, I'm really not sure. So fucking make the effort now, or lord know what will happen....maybe I won't have an inner circle to come home to.
I'm going to try this once more, I did it when I left, I did it right after I got here, and of course I'm going it now.
I have nobodies emil address. Sorry I couldn't reach but i had no clue where.Could you please this time actually give it to me.
make an effort. please, being here is really fuckin' lonely. i don't want to come home to that feeling, and i may be coming home sooner than expected. so please, make an effort. send me email, talk to me on aim for more than just a quick second. an actual conversation. otherwise what the hell am i coming home to?
the few of you who gave me adies of myspace have post cards galore on the way to you. hope you enjoy them.