Nov 12, 2011 10:58
I'm currently sitting in Starbucks at Waterloo station thinking about my plan for the next few hours. I've got to wander around alone for a bit until June joins me. I've been on my own a lot. It's a weird feeling. Like I'm okay and I don't feel afraid or anything...I almost feel some sort of strength in it. But at the same time there's this underlying loneliness. It's like this exhilirating freedom with a hint of sadness. Idk. Hard to explain.
There's a parade in a couple of hours. The Lord Mayor's Show. Going to walk up and across the Thames to see it. I always thought I'd have someone to share all these things with but it just seems to be me. Which I have to learn to be really okay with. It's a challenge. But I think I can do it ya know. I'll be fine out here on my own.