insane
you guys.. i have recently come to the conclucion that my life sucks. yes, sucks. S-U-C-K-S. that spells sucks. and sucks means that my life is hell. need any further info? your face sucks. go look in the mirror.
wow you can tell im not in a good mood. why, you ask? well im not entirely sure. perhaps its that today my sister and lillian went insane in the car and then my dad said we all three had to clean it. then the fact that lillian and kelly were goofing off and giggling while i vaccuumed the back and the seats and cleared stuff out. oh and it has absolutely nothing to do w/ the fact that lillian talked to spencer pretending to be me and then started cracking up when i started to cry. dont even ask me why i cried, i cant explain it. oh and it possitively has absolutely nothing to do w/ my paranoia (or is it more?) of spencer and i falling out.
THIS ISNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN!!!!!!!
im supposed to have great friends who help me and hate my siblings, respect me and the PRIVATE conversations i have w/ others and care about my feelings and to have absolutely no problems w/ spencer.
why is it happening tho?
my first guess is karma.. but then again.. what have i done lately that sets off this trigor? such things as little white lies about homework and school to my parents shouldnt set off such strong suckiness, should it? that kind of karma just gets me grounded for a few days. not my whole life being ripped apart at the seams.
i cant dwell on this subject any longer.. im crying too hard.
wow you can tell im not in a good mood. why, you ask? well im not entirely sure. perhaps its that today my sister and lillian went insane in the car and then my dad said we all three had to clean it. then the fact that lillian and kelly were goofing off and giggling while i vaccuumed the back and the seats and cleared stuff out. oh and it has absolutely nothing to do w/ the fact that lillian talked to spencer pretending to be me and then started cracking up when i started to cry. dont even ask me why i cried, i cant explain it. oh and it possitively has absolutely nothing to do w/ my paranoia (or is it more?) of spencer and i falling out.
THIS ISNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN!!!!!!!
im supposed to have great friends who help me and hate my siblings, respect me and the PRIVATE conversations i have w/ others and care about my feelings and to have absolutely no problems w/ spencer.
why is it happening tho?
my first guess is karma.. but then again.. what have i done lately that sets off this trigor? such things as little white lies about homework and school to my parents shouldnt set off such strong suckiness, should it? that kind of karma just gets me grounded for a few days. not my whole life being ripped apart at the seams.
i cant dwell on this subject any longer.. im crying too hard.