Apr 05, 2006 10:21
Hmm
Well Nathan is like...perfectly fine. Even though Smitt said he isnt I can tell that he is.
hmm I really wish he was hurting, I know that sounds gorrible but hey I do.
Theres just SO many questions always running through my head like......whats he doing? whos he with? wheres he staying? how is he? whats he done today? is he falling asleep ok?....even things like has his brothers GF had the baby yet? and hows his mum? corse the major one is ''is he // has he thought about me at all?'' and ''does he care if Im ok?'' pfft stupid girl
Urghh.
I texted him last night asking how he was and his reply was
'gd u'
he didnt even bother to put a question mark this makes me think ''cunt'' tbh.
Im leaving this as public cause I dont care who reads what atm