Whoa..haven't updated in such a long time.
Okies. I haven't updated in a WHILE. A lot has happened in the time I haven't been updating. This is a really long story, but I'll keep it short. xD On 1/8 (Saturday) I overdosed on aspirin at Battle of the Bands, which caused me to vomit six times. One of them was in the middle of Marshall's, and no one helped me. >_< So I went in the bathroom there with Brittany to get cleaned up, and she helped me out a lot. Then she yelled at the people for not doing anything. They were assholes about it, so we left. And yeah.
And yesterday, I went to my therapist. (Mm, joy.) I despise her with a burning PASSION!!! It's not like I'm gonna tell her anything. And she was being a bitch, too. I was also told I'm going to be put on meds soon. However I'm just going to pretend to take them. I am NOT going to let medication fuck with my mind and change who I am. I mean, who wants a mellow, nice, normal Stephanie? That is the opposite of my personality. A Marilyn Manson song works extremely better than Zoloft EVER would.
I'll update sometime soon...dad's just sort of pissed at me at the time being, so the updates will be somewhat sporadic.
And yesterday, I went to my therapist. (Mm, joy.) I despise her with a burning PASSION!!! It's not like I'm gonna tell her anything. And she was being a bitch, too. I was also told I'm going to be put on meds soon. However I'm just going to pretend to take them. I am NOT going to let medication fuck with my mind and change who I am. I mean, who wants a mellow, nice, normal Stephanie? That is the opposite of my personality. A Marilyn Manson song works extremely better than Zoloft EVER would.
I'll update sometime soon...dad's just sort of pissed at me at the time being, so the updates will be somewhat sporadic.