Tis the season...to say fuck you
hello LJ land,
Try as I may, I seem to be unable to forget about this miserable excuse for a blogging site. I can't account for the level of content in here as I have been absent for quite sometime but last I checked humanity was still functioning on a 3rd grade level.
So where to begin, oh hows about I start with the fact my life, since the removal of one self important, lying, imbosil my life has been entirely drama free, live and learn. Despite any words to the contrary internet relationships do not fucking work, which is ok because I found one of the last remaining females on the planet who is sane, has direction, has admirable goals, is far more productive then I (if you can believe that) has a great job which she is excelling in and is all around one of the most beautiful people I've ever been had the honor of meeting. Unlike the small pile of pathetic excuses I've had the misfortunate of wasting my time on, Kristin is quite an angel, truly blessed have I been in recent months...thank fuck I was still dating others while wasting my time with cali dip shit LOL sometimes I wonder how people like are able to function in the real world makes me laugh...I will say this, after going through the obligitory period of pining away...I grabbed myself by the nuts and laughed know I am and will always be a better person then that loser, remember bitch the razor goes down not across don't tease the world with threats of suicide just fucking do it everyone knows you're a fat, lazy, alcoholic drug addict, a complete waste of time and space fuck I'll pull the trigger for you I think I deserve it actually LOL
anyway...so August proved to be a very trying month, the situation with my idiot former friend Mark, the self proclaimed god to humanity which equates to nothing more then a fucking E dealer with no direction and certainly no goals, when sour because of his own self ritcheousness and arrogance, which of course is blamed all on me and my anal retentive ways. Hmm, is that why you were dropping E everyday with 16 and 17 year olds, selling E from the house, being a general prick for no reason, coping an attitude when asked to respect my wishes?? all of which I was making under completely valid circumstances?? Again I wonder how close I came to grabbing his stash box or calling the cops on him while he slept after one of his 42 hour marathon E binges and having them serve him with a warrent cuz I knew where he kept all his shit, would have been sweet justice for me...not like I needed his $200 in rent
My new situation however is the best I've ever had, the house, one of the nicest, if not the nicest I've ever lived...It's 4 bedrooms, 2.5 bathes, and 3 stories of pure bliss...finally I was able to secure a place nice enough to buy my leather funiture set I've always wanted and 42" flat screen TV on the way etc...and plus I have the entire upstairs with my own bath minus a shower but eh, no matter. On top of it, it's with 3 of the greatest guys I could have asked for, one of which being the up and comnig journalist Brian Backlash www.brianbacklash.com who is conjuring up interviews with Front Line Assembly and Ministry of all people, lucky prick LOL
and then there's work, where I'm writing this reply from, I get paid bank to update my LJ, myspace, watch Youtube etc...and if all goes well, along with the $5 raise I'll be getting in the new year, I'll hopefully be promoted soon after which would amount to at least $22 an hour...which is good because I plan on buying my house, finance all new band merchandise and buy a new Mercedes Benz :D so needless to say, I'm in love, I have a rad house, my dream job, and bad ass VW (current ride which I've modified)
Try as I may, I seem to be unable to forget about this miserable excuse for a blogging site. I can't account for the level of content in here as I have been absent for quite sometime but last I checked humanity was still functioning on a 3rd grade level.
So where to begin, oh hows about I start with the fact my life, since the removal of one self important, lying, imbosil my life has been entirely drama free, live and learn. Despite any words to the contrary internet relationships do not fucking work, which is ok because I found one of the last remaining females on the planet who is sane, has direction, has admirable goals, is far more productive then I (if you can believe that) has a great job which she is excelling in and is all around one of the most beautiful people I've ever been had the honor of meeting. Unlike the small pile of pathetic excuses I've had the misfortunate of wasting my time on, Kristin is quite an angel, truly blessed have I been in recent months...thank fuck I was still dating others while wasting my time with cali dip shit LOL sometimes I wonder how people like are able to function in the real world makes me laugh...I will say this, after going through the obligitory period of pining away...I grabbed myself by the nuts and laughed know I am and will always be a better person then that loser, remember bitch the razor goes down not across don't tease the world with threats of suicide just fucking do it everyone knows you're a fat, lazy, alcoholic drug addict, a complete waste of time and space fuck I'll pull the trigger for you I think I deserve it actually LOL
anyway...so August proved to be a very trying month, the situation with my idiot former friend Mark, the self proclaimed god to humanity which equates to nothing more then a fucking E dealer with no direction and certainly no goals, when sour because of his own self ritcheousness and arrogance, which of course is blamed all on me and my anal retentive ways. Hmm, is that why you were dropping E everyday with 16 and 17 year olds, selling E from the house, being a general prick for no reason, coping an attitude when asked to respect my wishes?? all of which I was making under completely valid circumstances?? Again I wonder how close I came to grabbing his stash box or calling the cops on him while he slept after one of his 42 hour marathon E binges and having them serve him with a warrent cuz I knew where he kept all his shit, would have been sweet justice for me...not like I needed his $200 in rent
My new situation however is the best I've ever had, the house, one of the nicest, if not the nicest I've ever lived...It's 4 bedrooms, 2.5 bathes, and 3 stories of pure bliss...finally I was able to secure a place nice enough to buy my leather funiture set I've always wanted and 42" flat screen TV on the way etc...and plus I have the entire upstairs with my own bath minus a shower but eh, no matter. On top of it, it's with 3 of the greatest guys I could have asked for, one of which being the up and comnig journalist Brian Backlash www.brianbacklash.com who is conjuring up interviews with Front Line Assembly and Ministry of all people, lucky prick LOL
and then there's work, where I'm writing this reply from, I get paid bank to update my LJ, myspace, watch Youtube etc...and if all goes well, along with the $5 raise I'll be getting in the new year, I'll hopefully be promoted soon after which would amount to at least $22 an hour...which is good because I plan on buying my house, finance all new band merchandise and buy a new Mercedes Benz :D so needless to say, I'm in love, I have a rad house, my dream job, and bad ass VW (current ride which I've modified)