you're so vain, you probably think that this is about you...
*PLEASE NOTE WHO THIS IS DIRECTED AT*
"my rants are for all the people that fall into the categories about which I'm ranting about. This, for instance is for all the people who refuse to take charge of their lives and "fall apart" every other day over petty shit...for those who rely on other people to validate their exsistence and "make them whole"...for all the pathetic drama Llamas out there, these middle fingers are for you...
so not really much new to report, but that's ok because it appears as though all but 2 of you have stopped replying anyway...no matter, not like I'm going to die because I don't get replies...oh woes is me LOL...fuck that shit...the next has become such inaffectual, lack luster, dead weight on my life that I really cease to pay attention. I'm so far removed from any sense of petty drama and I'm so much happier for it.
...some may think me to have hardened over and become an asshole...so be it...my true friends know that I've only changed for the better...I'm very much the optimist as of late and, it's by no means meant to sound insensitive, but honestly, if you're not going to listen to me the first couple times I lend you advice, expect me to become cold and uncaring because I have not the time to walk anyone through life...I'm 27 and I've experienced enough bullshit and drama to satisfy about 20 lifetimes...it's not a lean towards vanity but trust me when I say...I've been there, done that, lived through it, and I came out on top because of it, if you come to me seeking advice I expect you to fucking listen and take it...failure to do so will result in a nice taste glass of shut the fuck up... People need to wake the fuck up and quit fucking bitching...
Some of the best advice ever given to me, something that my father said that's helped me through many a time and helped me grow up..."If you make a target out of yourself, people are going to take shots at you" and with my lifestyle and personality type, is frequent and quite often. I used to let it get to me and would whine about "OH BOO HOO PEOPLE DON'T ACCEPT ME" but I soon learned that...MOST OF THE WORLD IS SEEKING ACCEPTANCE!! and that I was no different...so I became myself and grew into my skin and learned to be comfortable with that and fuck all the nay sayers, shit talkers, players, users, abusers...those people will get theirs in the end...karma has a funny way about her...
**NOTE** LIFE ISN'T FUCKING EASY...I DON'T KNOW WHERE PEOPLE GOT THE IDEA THE WORLD OWES YOU SOMETHING, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVEN'T DONE SHIT WITH YOURS...PLEASE GRAB YOUR HAIR AND PULL FIRMLY BECAUSE YOUR HEAD IS FIRMLY LODGED IN YOUR FUCKING ASS.
...I'm sorry but I'm sick of fucking listening to people bitch about the same shit as if they're a broken fuckin record...so you come across hardships in your life, cry me a fucking river...name me one fucking person that doesn't...such is life...
NOW...don't get me wrong, I'm there for support for each and every one of my friends, those in real life know this about me, I'm insanely loyal, incredibly trust worthy, and most of all, extremely supportive...but it's when you cross me or continue to make the same mistakes after advice is given that I cut the lines of support...
MY POINT!?!? I'll have new pictures up soon, I have them done and back from the photo place but my scanner is not functioning due to a computer malefunction so as soon as I get that sorted out, you shall see nwe pictures of yours truely with my new hair...and elements that have forever changed me...all shall be answered soon.
"my rants are for all the people that fall into the categories about which I'm ranting about. This, for instance is for all the people who refuse to take charge of their lives and "fall apart" every other day over petty shit...for those who rely on other people to validate their exsistence and "make them whole"...for all the pathetic drama Llamas out there, these middle fingers are for you...
so not really much new to report, but that's ok because it appears as though all but 2 of you have stopped replying anyway...no matter, not like I'm going to die because I don't get replies...oh woes is me LOL...fuck that shit...the next has become such inaffectual, lack luster, dead weight on my life that I really cease to pay attention. I'm so far removed from any sense of petty drama and I'm so much happier for it.
...some may think me to have hardened over and become an asshole...so be it...my true friends know that I've only changed for the better...I'm very much the optimist as of late and, it's by no means meant to sound insensitive, but honestly, if you're not going to listen to me the first couple times I lend you advice, expect me to become cold and uncaring because I have not the time to walk anyone through life...I'm 27 and I've experienced enough bullshit and drama to satisfy about 20 lifetimes...it's not a lean towards vanity but trust me when I say...I've been there, done that, lived through it, and I came out on top because of it, if you come to me seeking advice I expect you to fucking listen and take it...failure to do so will result in a nice taste glass of shut the fuck up... People need to wake the fuck up and quit fucking bitching...
Some of the best advice ever given to me, something that my father said that's helped me through many a time and helped me grow up..."If you make a target out of yourself, people are going to take shots at you" and with my lifestyle and personality type, is frequent and quite often. I used to let it get to me and would whine about "OH BOO HOO PEOPLE DON'T ACCEPT ME" but I soon learned that...MOST OF THE WORLD IS SEEKING ACCEPTANCE!! and that I was no different...so I became myself and grew into my skin and learned to be comfortable with that and fuck all the nay sayers, shit talkers, players, users, abusers...those people will get theirs in the end...karma has a funny way about her...
**NOTE** LIFE ISN'T FUCKING EASY...I DON'T KNOW WHERE PEOPLE GOT THE IDEA THE WORLD OWES YOU SOMETHING, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVEN'T DONE SHIT WITH YOURS...PLEASE GRAB YOUR HAIR AND PULL FIRMLY BECAUSE YOUR HEAD IS FIRMLY LODGED IN YOUR FUCKING ASS.
...I'm sorry but I'm sick of fucking listening to people bitch about the same shit as if they're a broken fuckin record...so you come across hardships in your life, cry me a fucking river...name me one fucking person that doesn't...such is life...
NOW...don't get me wrong, I'm there for support for each and every one of my friends, those in real life know this about me, I'm insanely loyal, incredibly trust worthy, and most of all, extremely supportive...but it's when you cross me or continue to make the same mistakes after advice is given that I cut the lines of support...
MY POINT!?!? I'll have new pictures up soon, I have them done and back from the photo place but my scanner is not functioning due to a computer malefunction so as soon as I get that sorted out, you shall see nwe pictures of yours truely with my new hair...and elements that have forever changed me...all shall be answered soon.