Update time!
I suppose it's time to whine a bit about school.
I've done great this far. (Grade scale: 0-5, 0 is failed, 5 is best.) I got a 5 out of engineer math courses 1 and 4. I got a 4 out of engineer math courses 2 and 3, extended physics course 1 and programming course 1.
I'm pretty sure I've passed the second physics course's partial exams, but it worries me how difficult the third one will be. If I don't pass that, I doubt I have a chance at the exam of the whole course. Also, the fifth engineer math course s lectured by someone who just doesn't know how to explain the stuff. Yet I'm too lazy to study by myself and I have difficulty with it even if I wasn't so lazy.
Physics labworks are going pretty good. One more and I'm done!
I've sent my CV to a few places in the hopes of a summer job. I'll need money.
I talk a lot about myself now. But hey, that's what this journal is for!
My mom said that the kid of her boss is moving out of a three-room apartment of a semi-detached house and I might try living there. That means I'll be away from the rest of my family and I have no idea how I can manage that. I just have no clue how to live by myself and I'm scared to try - it might take so much effort and be so terrible that I'd just come back home crushed or something. Or it could go great and I could find some unused study motivation.
The other worrying thing about this is that since it is a three-room apartment, I'd most likely have to have a roommate, because it'd be too expensive otherwise. Needless to say, that brings a whole new dimension into this thing.
I'll probably be just screwed.
Yet one more piece of news: I went to the doctor and got my referral to the hospital's transgender study team or whatever I should call it in English). At least something's getting somewhere.
I was supposed to study all that unstudied math during this one-week long Easter vacation. The vacation ends tomorrow. Guess what?
I don't think anyone drew me a present for my birthday one and a half months ago. Oh well.
I've done great this far. (Grade scale: 0-5, 0 is failed, 5 is best.) I got a 5 out of engineer math courses 1 and 4. I got a 4 out of engineer math courses 2 and 3, extended physics course 1 and programming course 1.
I'm pretty sure I've passed the second physics course's partial exams, but it worries me how difficult the third one will be. If I don't pass that, I doubt I have a chance at the exam of the whole course. Also, the fifth engineer math course s lectured by someone who just doesn't know how to explain the stuff. Yet I'm too lazy to study by myself and I have difficulty with it even if I wasn't so lazy.
Physics labworks are going pretty good. One more and I'm done!
I've sent my CV to a few places in the hopes of a summer job. I'll need money.
I talk a lot about myself now. But hey, that's what this journal is for!
My mom said that the kid of her boss is moving out of a three-room apartment of a semi-detached house and I might try living there. That means I'll be away from the rest of my family and I have no idea how I can manage that. I just have no clue how to live by myself and I'm scared to try - it might take so much effort and be so terrible that I'd just come back home crushed or something. Or it could go great and I could find some unused study motivation.
The other worrying thing about this is that since it is a three-room apartment, I'd most likely have to have a roommate, because it'd be too expensive otherwise. Needless to say, that brings a whole new dimension into this thing.
I'll probably be just screwed.
Yet one more piece of news: I went to the doctor and got my referral to the hospital's transgender study team or whatever I should call it in English). At least something's getting somewhere.
I was supposed to study all that unstudied math during this one-week long Easter vacation. The vacation ends tomorrow. Guess what?
I don't think anyone drew me a present for my birthday one and a half months ago. Oh well.