forget everyone, forget everything.. start over with me

[velpo]

these past months have been interesting,
simply, i have reached that level in which i hoped not to,
these horizontal walls are too steep to climb,
too slippery to walk,
and too thick to see through.
i believe that i really do have the potential
to come out on top of this.
sadly, i have substitued the things that really matter,
for a disease with no real cure.
i really cannot blame anyone other than myself.

i have taken it upon myself to beat this.

as this comes way too late,
i do apologize for this being.
me i suppose.. but not at all.

i am in control.

i am coming for you,
and it is you that i miss.
good night.