do i really want to look back there?

Dec 02, 2004 22:34

i want to go to L.A. again...for the volleyball game....

(but secretly i really want to see lauren, skyler, and katy)-->Good Friends from france who i am in love with!

with that note... i tried to find lauren with friendster....but only found all my old elementry friends!
it's so wird going into that past! it's also so sad to find out how ghetto and sad everyone turned out...
meth rehab, death, fucked up families, sluts (lots of them), the latino gangs!, and the knife fight which equaled the expelltion of a girl who i will never talk to again....it was just yesterday we were playings soccer on the good old cement yard, buying pizza and soda on wed., pencils from the pencil machine, going into the boys bathroom (ohh! we were so riskay!), tire swings, monkey bars, tire pits (?), mike the janator who died of lung cancer, noah my best friend until she moved to chicago and then i had no one, spencer the kid with the skateboard...+ the first love of my life ;) sort of. austin and ryan, saroh. the baby siter who looked exaclty like Jennifer Love Hewitt...and introduced me to the fuji's, the ugly babysiter, who had a mole and a big head, and would make chocolate milk for herself but not me...boo. and finaly, the part i hate..the two girls who were my best friends but my worst enemies; they used me so much, i was that loser kid who didn't really get it that no one wanted me. then there was, jenna, georgia ( like the state:)!!!), eliana, zoe, juane, colin, conner, grant, emanual, simon, margo, her brother, megan, alaina linginfalter...some of you might remmeber her brother, mike maybe?, jillian, the mangrom brothers (who had no parents and lived with their grandma and would spy on me and my friends whenever we hot tubbed), Rosie, amanda, and caolyne of course...that's all ican remmeber...but there were so many more people!!!!

i am sad now....right now i hope i never have a reunion....i honistly think everyone would be to cracked out to show up...i don't think i would go to the reunion actually....i never graduated from that school...sad too....

i am so scared to add people to friendster! what if they don't remember me!
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