This is a bit personal...
Yes this entry is quite personal, but i need to write it (or type for this matter) down.
I had another dream about her...3rd night in a row...in this one we actually kissed...i could actually feel it. I cold feel her lips on mine. I don't think i've ever felt that happy in my life, until i woke up and the crushing blow to find out it never happened.
I've had my share of crushes and i know what a crush feels like and what it is. I know that this is different, and my feelings run much deeper than that. That old cliche "I can't stop thinking about her" well...yeah its true
I've tried telling her how i feel (with a bit of ambiguity) but its just not clicking...i dont know, a part of me says to stop wasting my time, but i just can't help it. Another cliche thats true is "I've never loved anybody as much as her"
Love....a commonly misplaced word...i dont know if this is love...i mean i'm only 17...but whatever it is, its going to have that lasting effect, the one that doesnt die for years and years...like in There's Something About Mary...how Ben Stiller's character couldn't help but love Mary for 13 years
Well i don't know what im going to do...i know i can live without her...i just dont want to
SORRY FOR THE EMO-NESS. I'M SURE NONE OF YOU WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE (OR LACK THEREOF IN THIS MATTER)
I had another dream about her...3rd night in a row...in this one we actually kissed...i could actually feel it. I cold feel her lips on mine. I don't think i've ever felt that happy in my life, until i woke up and the crushing blow to find out it never happened.
I've had my share of crushes and i know what a crush feels like and what it is. I know that this is different, and my feelings run much deeper than that. That old cliche "I can't stop thinking about her" well...yeah its true
I've tried telling her how i feel (with a bit of ambiguity) but its just not clicking...i dont know, a part of me says to stop wasting my time, but i just can't help it. Another cliche thats true is "I've never loved anybody as much as her"
Love....a commonly misplaced word...i dont know if this is love...i mean i'm only 17...but whatever it is, its going to have that lasting effect, the one that doesnt die for years and years...like in There's Something About Mary...how Ben Stiller's character couldn't help but love Mary for 13 years
Well i don't know what im going to do...i know i can live without her...i just dont want to
SORRY FOR THE EMO-NESS. I'M SURE NONE OF YOU WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE (OR LACK THEREOF IN THIS MATTER)