Jul 10, 2008 14:16
How many more people am I going to lose to heroin?
It makes me sick.
I felt it coming too...I felt him giving up.
I almost had to go to a funeral. I almost had to watch the closest I've ever come to real love buried in the ground.
He's so loved by so many people.
I wish it could be enough for him. I don't want him to hurt.
There's nothing I can do.
I can't shake the mental imagery.
I can't stop thinking about how close he came...
and how close I came to losing him forever.
How close the WORLD came to the light of a brilliant soul fading out into nothing...forever.
Please don't give up Baby.