The non-entry
Ok, so K and I worked everything out. It hit us like an epiphany and frankly I think we're both geniuses: We are now in a non-relationship.
See, we do all the things people in relationships do: Hang out, kiss, go on dates, have sex. We respect and care for each other. It's the TITLE that freaks him out. So I suggested we do it our way. We have a non-title.
It's our lives. We don't have to have the typical relationship everyone else has. He's my non boyfriend and I'm his non girlfriend and everything is awesome.
It's so fucked up. Everything in my life is so massively confusing EXCEPT my non relationship with K. It makes perfect sense. There's no complications, no pressure. Just lots of fun making up our own rules.
I told him to give me a non-call on Sunday so I can go watch his Hockey game. :)
I'm also in the process of making Masshealth my primary insurance now that Bluecross cut me off so I can make an appointment at Arbor clinic. What a pain in the ass that's turning out to be. I ordered Joe's cake yesterday, I'm ordering the food today and tomorrow I need to get all the party supplies.
After the party I'm taking a bit of a breather for a while, until I get my shit sorted out, my medications stabilized and all the other shit I need to do like go to state boards, get my teeth fixed and my back x rays. So if I'm sort of unreachable for a little while, that's why. I'm just feeling overwhelmed. I know it's just because I'm not on any medication right now but the feelings are there just the same and until I get everything straight I'm distancing myself. Monday I'm shutting my phone off. If you need to reach me you can leave a message and I'll check my voicemail every evening. And I'll still check my e-mail from time to time.
I'll make my comeback when I'm ready and I'll be better than ever.
See, we do all the things people in relationships do: Hang out, kiss, go on dates, have sex. We respect and care for each other. It's the TITLE that freaks him out. So I suggested we do it our way. We have a non-title.
It's our lives. We don't have to have the typical relationship everyone else has. He's my non boyfriend and I'm his non girlfriend and everything is awesome.
It's so fucked up. Everything in my life is so massively confusing EXCEPT my non relationship with K. It makes perfect sense. There's no complications, no pressure. Just lots of fun making up our own rules.
I told him to give me a non-call on Sunday so I can go watch his Hockey game. :)
I'm also in the process of making Masshealth my primary insurance now that Bluecross cut me off so I can make an appointment at Arbor clinic. What a pain in the ass that's turning out to be. I ordered Joe's cake yesterday, I'm ordering the food today and tomorrow I need to get all the party supplies.
After the party I'm taking a bit of a breather for a while, until I get my shit sorted out, my medications stabilized and all the other shit I need to do like go to state boards, get my teeth fixed and my back x rays. So if I'm sort of unreachable for a little while, that's why. I'm just feeling overwhelmed. I know it's just because I'm not on any medication right now but the feelings are there just the same and until I get everything straight I'm distancing myself. Monday I'm shutting my phone off. If you need to reach me you can leave a message and I'll check my voicemail every evening. And I'll still check my e-mail from time to time.
I'll make my comeback when I'm ready and I'll be better than ever.