Oct 11, 2006 00:16
I switched to days today. My new graduation date is December 15th. MUCH better than February. During lunch break I got my nipples pierced. The guy who did them also did my nose and will soon pierce my bellybutton. I want him to do my hood, but he doesn't do genital piercings :( It's so hard to find someone that does a hood (that won't fuck it up).
I'm sending the final payment for Blue either tomorrow or Thursday. In just one more week he'll be here. I'm so excited about it.
Joseph starts his little EIP "pre-school" like program on Monday. they do activities, sing songs, go on field trips, etc. I think it'll be really good for him. This past week he has started saying "Hello", "Louis", "Ball" and "sip sip" (for "sippy" when he wants his juice cup filled. He says it as he's pushing it into my hand haha). He's been saying things like "Mama", "Nana", "Eddie", "Wall", "car", "hi", "kitty" and "mmmm" (while eating) for a while now.
There's really not much else to report. I spoke to Jared briefly this morning. Didn't even phase me. Usually he calls me and I melt and go head over heels all over again. Not this time. I was friendly of course. I'm a nice girl. But I felt nothing. No butterflies, no heartache. Nothing telling me I want anything from him other than friendship. All I want is all I have. I am SO lucky. The truth is, Jared doesn't hold a candle to Louis. He never did, no man ever really could.