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New year, new quarter of school :/
Classes, so far, have been okay. I've only had 2. Got another one at 3. Got lost once which was sort of unreasonable because I knew where the classroom was before hand but then I got to the buildings and my mind suddenly decided to think it was lost instead.
I blame my lack of sleep. Or waking up too early. Um...I haven't had enough coffee, as well. And it's cold and wet and raining.
There's someone in the class with me who was in my history class last year. Yay for people I recognize! :P it'll make it feel more like high school. (IDK. I missed the socialization process of high school. And seeing the same people all year round every single day.)
I'm thinking of dropping out of the Harry Potter club because:
1. I'm not really actively involved in the HP fandom anymore. Or at all. I don't feel like a proper fan. And it seems everyone in the club is more fannish than me. And I feel uncomfortable (slightly. Not really. IDK. It feels like I'm making myself do something I don't want to do so why do it at all? That's what I tell myself when debating to stop watching a show)
2. Seriously and in all honesty I do not want to wait around ~4 hours on Wednesdays anymore after I get out of my last class and when the club starts. I'm bored silly/to death.
3. The club is good but, personally, I'm just not feeling into socializing. This in some way ties back to reason #1.
4. The club is fun, from what I've seen of it so far, but, again, see #1.
So...yeah. I think I will drop it. The waiting part does it for me--I cannot sit in the library waiting for the club to start when I could be home and doing school stuff.
Wow. I feel better now that I've gotten that out on 'paper'.
But why do I feel so guilty?! I always feel this way when dropping a show that I used to love and watch :/ and I always feel the need to put reasons on why I should do stuff when sometimes I know I shouldn't reason at all or give explanations for my actions.
There should be a Sci-Fi club. I'd pay money to get it started. The Sci-Fi club in high school was just fantastic. I met a lot of close friends that way (who I still hang out with and see from time to time). And we had great debates (mainly whether or not Snape was evil). I miss that sci-fi-ness I got twice a week.
:/ okay, now this is just making me feel nostalgic for the past.
Primeval's back! I have thoughts on that. Of which I'll probably do in another post because I don't feel like typing at all today.
Classes, so far, have been okay. I've only had 2. Got another one at 3. Got lost once which was sort of unreasonable because I knew where the classroom was before hand but then I got to the buildings and my mind suddenly decided to think it was lost instead.
I blame my lack of sleep. Or waking up too early. Um...I haven't had enough coffee, as well. And it's cold and wet and raining.
There's someone in the class with me who was in my history class last year. Yay for people I recognize! :P it'll make it feel more like high school. (IDK. I missed the socialization process of high school. And seeing the same people all year round every single day.)
I'm thinking of dropping out of the Harry Potter club because:
1. I'm not really actively involved in the HP fandom anymore. Or at all. I don't feel like a proper fan. And it seems everyone in the club is more fannish than me. And I feel uncomfortable (slightly. Not really. IDK. It feels like I'm making myself do something I don't want to do so why do it at all? That's what I tell myself when debating to stop watching a show)
2. Seriously and in all honesty I do not want to wait around ~4 hours on Wednesdays anymore after I get out of my last class and when the club starts. I'm bored silly/to death.
3. The club is good but, personally, I'm just not feeling into socializing. This in some way ties back to reason #1.
4. The club is fun, from what I've seen of it so far, but, again, see #1.
So...yeah. I think I will drop it. The waiting part does it for me--I cannot sit in the library waiting for the club to start when I could be home and doing school stuff.
Wow. I feel better now that I've gotten that out on 'paper'.
But why do I feel so guilty?! I always feel this way when dropping a show that I used to love and watch :/ and I always feel the need to put reasons on why I should do stuff when sometimes I know I shouldn't reason at all or give explanations for my actions.
There should be a Sci-Fi club. I'd pay money to get it started. The Sci-Fi club in high school was just fantastic. I met a lot of close friends that way (who I still hang out with and see from time to time). And we had great debates (mainly whether or not Snape was evil). I miss that sci-fi-ness I got twice a week.
:/ okay, now this is just making me feel nostalgic for the past.
Primeval's back! I have thoughts on that. Of which I'll probably do in another post because I don't feel like typing at all today.