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But you don’t, you don’t see me
Wreck myself, don’t respect myself...
who am i today?
who was i yesterday?
who will i be tomorrow?
it seems that everyday i feel like a new person..
it's just impossible for me to be the happy always smiling alex i once was in grade 9..
it seems impossible for me to be laughing and not be faking.
it just can't be real, not ever.
i don't know what it is.. but i just want to smile and mean it..
i want to laugh until my stomach hurts and not cry every day.
i want to be the person i used to be..
Wreck myself, don’t respect myself...
who am i today?
who was i yesterday?
who will i be tomorrow?
it seems that everyday i feel like a new person..
it's just impossible for me to be the happy always smiling alex i once was in grade 9..
it seems impossible for me to be laughing and not be faking.
it just can't be real, not ever.
i don't know what it is.. but i just want to smile and mean it..
i want to laugh until my stomach hurts and not cry every day.
i want to be the person i used to be..