Apr 20, 2007 19:24
I blame the internet and MSNBC for the nightmares I have had for the past two consecutive nights. Ever since the VA Tech incident, which I learned about via Yahoo!, I have been having crazy nightmares. In the first nightmare I shot myself in the left side of my head, but I did not die. Instead I was just really slow and slightly brain damaged; that, and I could not hear anything out of my left ear. I remember in my dream snapping my fingers by my left ear and saying "I can't hear anything." The second dream I had was last night. I dreamed that i was walking to my eight o'clock class and a person with a gun jumped out from one of the gazebo-dome things on the campus and shot me in the stomach. I kept bleeding and would not stop; finally I sat down on the ground, but everyone who was walking by just ignored me. Well, that's it for the crazy bad nightmares. On a much brighter note, we are definitely moving out of the little ghetto. I went and paid the deposit on a 2 bedroom apartment today and if we move in by May 1st, we do not have to pay rent here. Here's hoping our friends will be generous and kind enough to help us move. I'm excited and I want school to be over. I have five classes to take next semester; I haven't carried a load like that since I was at UCA (and we all remember how well that went - nervous breakdown anyone?) and I was not working then. So wish me luck, stamina, and fortitude, I'm going to need it next semester.