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so i doubt anyone really reads this anymore, but i figured an update was in order.
the insomnia's really been getting to me lately, nothing's coming together and it's really brought to the forefront that i've won a couble battles over the last years, but ultimately i've failed. i couldn't save deb, i still just don't know what to say to kate, and the business is failling apart. honesty hour if you will.
i've been trying to clean house and get rid of so many things...i've kept ( shoddy) records, so if there's anything i'm trying to divest myself of that you'd like, now'd be a good time to let me know. do put it in writing, though.
since not even the valium seems to be working anymore (i'm a little slowed down at the moment but i'm still very much awake), i've taken it upon myself to take as many as it takes to fall asleep and throw a couple other sleeping pills into the mix for good measure. if i'm out for a couple of days, well, it beats feeling crazy always. anyhow. let me know about the stuff. there's a lot of it, some valuable, some more sentimental, but still. let me know.
left everything that meant getting my life in order, ran up a bunch of useless debt, couldn't do a damned thing to help deb, and managed to lose one of the few really great people in my life by feeling so goddamned separate t
the insomnia's really been getting to me lately, nothing's coming together and it's really brought to the forefront that i've won a couble battles over the last years, but ultimately i've failed. i couldn't save deb, i still just don't know what to say to kate, and the business is failling apart. honesty hour if you will.
i've been trying to clean house and get rid of so many things...i've kept ( shoddy) records, so if there's anything i'm trying to divest myself of that you'd like, now'd be a good time to let me know. do put it in writing, though.
since not even the valium seems to be working anymore (i'm a little slowed down at the moment but i'm still very much awake), i've taken it upon myself to take as many as it takes to fall asleep and throw a couple other sleeping pills into the mix for good measure. if i'm out for a couple of days, well, it beats feeling crazy always. anyhow. let me know about the stuff. there's a lot of it, some valuable, some more sentimental, but still. let me know.
left everything that meant getting my life in order, ran up a bunch of useless debt, couldn't do a damned thing to help deb, and managed to lose one of the few really great people in my life by feeling so goddamned separate t