Sad? No, Determined.
I've spent the last few days worrying about shit and generally being a little sissy, but today was different. Today, while greatly sleep deprived, I had an epiphone. Sure, stuff might not be the best right now.(The whole shrink thing was a total flop and damn near bankrupted me, I might lose the apartment, my mom's a gold-digger only interested in marrying her fiance in a few hours so she can spend what little wealth he has, and so-on and so-forth). But i'll be damned if i'm going to let it get to me. You just have to get up and tell the world to suck your literal (or metaphorical) cock. I remember when I used to sulk like a little bitch around my brother. Instead of trying to soothe me or shower me with pity, he smacked me. At first, I thought "My god, what a callous bastard you are!", but it makes perfect sense now. I was making myself miserable the entire time.