Dec 11, 2006 16:57
I'm feeling better but making little progress to improve my situation apparently. I feeling like I'm at a crawl right now. I think I'm finally really coming to terms with the fact that this war will never end. I wish we could start a new war against ignorance and misinformation. Or maybe a war on war.... I'll have to refine the idea a little more. It'll still have to be violent, because people definitely won't support something that isn't entertaining. I've had a lot of ideas for visual art that I keep putting off because I'm too afraid that it's always better in my head than in reality. I realize that this is flawed thinking, but I'm pretty sure I'm not just lazy. I'm going to be 27 in a few months and it's time to make choices before I really lose my grip. I'm down to: Professional computer geek, student, wandering warrior/poet, or famous person. Whatever I choose, I think I'll use the money that I accumulate to buy myself a nice family. I'd like to start from scratch and order Russian girl. Or maybe.... Maybe a Japanese girl. I really dig anime girls but I need one that's tall. Tall women are a rare comodity(pardon the expression) in Japan. In other news, I finally watched Maxtrix Revolutions and it blew my balls sky high! I really want to live like the Frenchman. Just sitting around in my partyhouse eating olives and sucking on shaken martini's whilst my frenchwoman sits at my side looking stunning.