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so i realized my livejournal needs serious updating. but right now i am pretty lonely, want my own place, want to be able to afford my own place, and so much more. maybe that is why i am shedding lol. if anyone out there knows any single guys who dont mind chubby girls that are trying to lose weight and are looking for a companion let me know! i am not much for blind dates but i like meeting new people even if i am shy and get really nervous. if anyone who knew me saw me get really quiet and stuff when i met people they would think something is wrong because i am not one to stay quiet for super long unless i am tired, thinking, or something is wrong. sometimes i admit that i dont want to talk but they are not very often. someone at my work is going to get into trouble because they screwed up a high profiled client which sucks. i dont like it when people get into trouble. the beast and/or whale's xbox broke which sucks. my head hurts and i am sleepy but i feel compelled to talk smack and gossip so you are all stuck here reading my crap! my dog is cute but is a beast. the rate i am going with guy hunting i dont believe i am going to have the kids i want and people yell at me because they say i am still young. breeding season doesnt last that long! i dont want to be 40 having children for the first time. so i think i am going to only have dogs...which are cheaper but still expensive than kids. is mr. right even out there? will i ever find him? i kind of want to go to a psychic to see what they say but even though i believe in psychics i am or will be skeptical on the accuracy of the reading the psychic would give me. if anyone would to ask you or anyone you hang with, who they would send a dozen roses...do you think they or someone would send them to you? i dont think anyone would send me a dozen roses. god talk about a depressing post. i am not depressed or anything...i just got an emo brain since it is tired. plus i been reading and watching zombie appocolypse (i know i spelled it wrong) stuff...so maybe it is getting to me.