questions, no answers
Everything seems a little odd. A little disjointed. A little off color.
But I can't seem to put my finger on it. And i prolly never will.
I spend the good part of my evening doing arts and crafts.
I made two mirrors, which look awesome. Next step is to clean my room. Guh. Not going to happen any time soon. That's for sure. I have no motivation for cleaning. No motivation to shuffle through all the mess and clutter of a disorganized life. A disorganized mind.
I want to run. Empty out the past years, and get away from all my chaos.
But that's not going to happen. Until i can deal with it, i'm never going to get over it.
Apart from being emotionally crazy, summer is going swimmingly. Work is keeping me somewhat preoccupied, while friends are taking up the rest of the time.
Camping soon is getting me excited. Four days away, withouth a cell phone or a computer. Amazing. It's going to be a worthwile weekend.
Much love. I figure i better give it all away before it completely consumes me, and eats me from the inside out.
xox.