Never think you can only love a person so much...you can love them more.
Giving selflessly makes a person truly good through and through. Reciprocation of love makes a person good. I don't think I could ever love a person anymore than I do now. I've been watching movies and thinking this more. Before this, earlier tonight...the fact that I have someone that wants to support me so much in my dreams...well that just made me feel like the luckiest person in the world. He gave even when he must have been having one of the most crappiest days in the world. He was getting the shittiest treatment from parents and yet he thinks about me. Who does that? Someone that is perfect. Someone that I should never let go. I feel like I could never do enough for him. I want to make him happy and content so fully that he would not know what negativity and sadness was. Well...I'm tired...and I can't believe that I am up at 4 in the morning but I am. I'm going to go to bed now. But...look at this. He has given me a present for my birthday, that was in December, on his birthday. His gift for no gift...I didn't even care. A christmas present and him being back to me was all I needed. I didn't even need a present. I was just so happy to have him back with me. But...anyways. Here is what he gave me money for and it has been bought and ordered:
It's the black one.
Good night.
I love you Oliver and I wish I could destroy your parents...mostly your stepmom.