Stoney died yesterday
Krissy Stone's husband, (Rich) Stoney, died after a month in the hospital yesterday. He didn't believe in masks or vaccines. His lungs failed him in the end.
Krissy kicked me out of the Gateway Superfriends because I joined the Gateway Guardians. Petty but whatevs. We stayed friends on Facebook. I watched all this drama unfold.
I am enraged that he died. My heart's breaking for Krissy. That guy was her freaking world. I can't stop thinking-- what if Jeremy died of COVID? We're vaccinated and boosted and we wear N95's during the rare times we go anywhere...but...what if this thing mutates because our planet is too stupid to collectively do the right thing and do what it takes to end this nightmare? What if I lost him after a month of arduous hospital unlife?
How would I go on? What would I do?
I'd want to burn everything to the ground. I don't know how I'd go on. There is nothing I CAN do. I'm trying to get this madness to stop now as it is. My efforts are useless. There is no way to stop these idiots.
My aunt posted that we will die when God wants us to die and not a day sooner, but God doesn't want us to live in fear. So, if she dies because she refuses to get vaccinated, are we all supposed to shrug and say "well, God planned it"? I'm not afraid of the virus. I'm angry at it, and everything it represents.
I just can't stop thinking about how Krissy must feel. I keep thinking of how I'd feel if it were Jeremy, and it kills me. I just don't know how I'd go on.
Fucking covid.