Running Flying
I want to get away, I feel like I've just bogged myself down so much. I want to feel like I did in Baton Rouge or Cornerstone, free and stress/worry-less. I miss music, I miss worship, I miss religion(ok, not religion per-se, but the feeling of being with others who have relationships with God and having a close one myself). I don't miss the hypocrisy, the loneliness, or other things of the such. I feel like i could get in my car and not look back right now but at the same time I couldn't leave Rodney or my family or my puppy. I don't know which pulls me more. *sigh*