Hey...
Hello again,
Well, nothing to much has been happening around here. I'm really bored waiting on James to get home so I can go over there. I got up at about 9:30 and weeded the yard until 11 o'clock. Then I took a shower and lazed around all day. It was kinda nice to be honest with ya. I actually liked it. But now that it's starting to get later in the day, I'm itchin' to go over to James'. Steve is gonna make me drive over there I think. He's like 'Make sure all your chores are done, or else you can't go.' And I'm like 'They are. I weeded, and vacuumed the porch like Ma asked.' I actually wasn't suppose to go anywhere this weekend 'cause I didn't do what was asked of me last weekend and Steve got mad, but that's alright. I promised to do all my chores this week and be good if I got to go somewhere. I mean, hell, I never get to see James during the week unless I get the car for a night (which doesn't normally happen.)
But anywho...
I was looking online at guitar tabs today and I found some songs that I would really like to learn. I don't know how I'm gonna do that though unless James teaches me...God, I love that boy! He can put me in a good mood no matter what kind of day I've been having. That's why I call him everyday after school if I've had a bad day, just 'cause I love him and 'cause he tells me it's okay and I believe him...I've found that I'm able to put up with alot more now that we're seeing each other. It makes me think, 'If I hadn't of gone out with Mark, or Anthony, or Chris, would I need to be on medicine like I am now?' Honestly, I think he has a gift or something (And I'm not talking about music.) It makes me think....What if? But like someone once told me, "Life is not made up of 'what if's,' It's made up of 'yes' or 'no.'" I love that saying...I think that James is good for me and good for my personality. I got to thinking today, (which isn't surprising) about what the future is gonna hold for him and I. Will we be together through this year? How long will we be together? How the hell does he deal with the shit I hand out to him? And why the hell would he want to? But you know what? That question was answered last night when I though that I wasn't gonna get to see him this weekend. I prayed and guess what? I get to see him tonight! I wasn't going to get to see him because his dad was planning on taking him to see a band perform tomorrow (which was the original day that I was suppose to go over there.) But he decided (I'm guessing) not to take him. So I get to see him today and maybe even tomorrow...
I think I'm gonna stop typing now...I just seem to be rambling on and on. Lol...
-Katy
Well, nothing to much has been happening around here. I'm really bored waiting on James to get home so I can go over there. I got up at about 9:30 and weeded the yard until 11 o'clock. Then I took a shower and lazed around all day. It was kinda nice to be honest with ya. I actually liked it. But now that it's starting to get later in the day, I'm itchin' to go over to James'. Steve is gonna make me drive over there I think. He's like 'Make sure all your chores are done, or else you can't go.' And I'm like 'They are. I weeded, and vacuumed the porch like Ma asked.' I actually wasn't suppose to go anywhere this weekend 'cause I didn't do what was asked of me last weekend and Steve got mad, but that's alright. I promised to do all my chores this week and be good if I got to go somewhere. I mean, hell, I never get to see James during the week unless I get the car for a night (which doesn't normally happen.)
But anywho...
I was looking online at guitar tabs today and I found some songs that I would really like to learn. I don't know how I'm gonna do that though unless James teaches me...God, I love that boy! He can put me in a good mood no matter what kind of day I've been having. That's why I call him everyday after school if I've had a bad day, just 'cause I love him and 'cause he tells me it's okay and I believe him...I've found that I'm able to put up with alot more now that we're seeing each other. It makes me think, 'If I hadn't of gone out with Mark, or Anthony, or Chris, would I need to be on medicine like I am now?' Honestly, I think he has a gift or something (And I'm not talking about music.) It makes me think....What if? But like someone once told me, "Life is not made up of 'what if's,' It's made up of 'yes' or 'no.'" I love that saying...I think that James is good for me and good for my personality. I got to thinking today, (which isn't surprising) about what the future is gonna hold for him and I. Will we be together through this year? How long will we be together? How the hell does he deal with the shit I hand out to him? And why the hell would he want to? But you know what? That question was answered last night when I though that I wasn't gonna get to see him this weekend. I prayed and guess what? I get to see him tonight! I wasn't going to get to see him because his dad was planning on taking him to see a band perform tomorrow (which was the original day that I was suppose to go over there.) But he decided (I'm guessing) not to take him. So I get to see him today and maybe even tomorrow...
I think I'm gonna stop typing now...I just seem to be rambling on and on. Lol...
-Katy