Hey....again.
Hey,
I had the best weekend! Yesterday I went over to James'. And today, once again, I saw him. I told him some shit about me that hurt when I told him, but I'm really glad that I got it out. We talked about my accident. We talked about my dad. When we were sitting outside on my swing, I told him I loved him. He said it back and I asked him if he really did love me. He said yes. I then asked if he was IN love with me, he said yes. And that he goes to bed thinking about me and wakes up thinking about me. He also said that he couldn't imagine himself now WITHOUT me. Wow, I've found this great guy and it took me long enough to finally be with him even though he was RIGHT THERE the whole entire time...he was right down the road! I'm going to learn alot from him. He's smart, funny, tallented, and SO cute! Lol. I hope that I'm never faced with having to break up with him, because there is nothing more that I want then to be with him. I realise that I never actually LOVED anyone besides Mark, Anthony, and now, James. I'm over Mark. And Anthony was an asshole. But James....He's different. My parents like him. Which is for us, a really big plus. I love the fact that he's into music as much as I am. And we can argue a point without getting pissed off at each other. God...for once in my life...I feel...No, wait, I KNOW that I'm doing something right....I KNOW that someone is right for me and that I can make them just as happy as they make me... He doesn't just love me 'cause I have a good body, he loves me because I'm smart...I appreciate that so much and that is something that I've been looking for in a guy sence I started dating. I really really love James, and I hope that I'm with him for a long time to come...As a matter of fact, I KNOW I'll be with him for a long time...
I had the best weekend! Yesterday I went over to James'. And today, once again, I saw him. I told him some shit about me that hurt when I told him, but I'm really glad that I got it out. We talked about my accident. We talked about my dad. When we were sitting outside on my swing, I told him I loved him. He said it back and I asked him if he really did love me. He said yes. I then asked if he was IN love with me, he said yes. And that he goes to bed thinking about me and wakes up thinking about me. He also said that he couldn't imagine himself now WITHOUT me. Wow, I've found this great guy and it took me long enough to finally be with him even though he was RIGHT THERE the whole entire time...he was right down the road! I'm going to learn alot from him. He's smart, funny, tallented, and SO cute! Lol. I hope that I'm never faced with having to break up with him, because there is nothing more that I want then to be with him. I realise that I never actually LOVED anyone besides Mark, Anthony, and now, James. I'm over Mark. And Anthony was an asshole. But James....He's different. My parents like him. Which is for us, a really big plus. I love the fact that he's into music as much as I am. And we can argue a point without getting pissed off at each other. God...for once in my life...I feel...No, wait, I KNOW that I'm doing something right....I KNOW that someone is right for me and that I can make them just as happy as they make me... He doesn't just love me 'cause I have a good body, he loves me because I'm smart...I appreciate that so much and that is something that I've been looking for in a guy sence I started dating. I really really love James, and I hope that I'm with him for a long time to come...As a matter of fact, I KNOW I'll be with him for a long time...