I cry more than usual. I hope it's not because I'm a baby. Because I don't want to be a baby. I just want to be "grown up." All tough and hard. I've always wanted to be the person that doesn't cry. Why do girls have to cry so much more than boys? I mean, boys pretty much have the same emotions as girls when stuff happens, but they deal with the emotions differently. They deal with it without crying. I want to be BOY. Why do I cry though? Stupid stupid stupid stupid things make me cry. Except movies, I'll tell you that. I don't cry in movies or books. I'm a trooper there. Maybe it's stress. I've been stressed, yeah. I feel like I've been stressed my whole life. And I feel like I'll be stressed for the rest of my life. It never stops. Is it cliche to say, "Oh University choices are killing me?" Well, it might be. But it's true, so suck it up and listen. It's hard. So that's it. I cry and I don't like to cry. I'm going to surgically remove my tear ducts tonight.
Peace out players.