I still can't believe he's getting married, but it can't be denied when he delivered the news personally. Saying that I was shocked is an understatement and I wonder if I carried myself well during the conversation. Did he believe my well wishes for his future and believe me when I said I hope for only the best for him and his bride?
I can only have faith that he did as I do.
Now, if the jealousy and feelings of discontent would subside. I had not realized I was growing as fond of the lord as I obviously have.
Kiyosumi-sama, would it be permissible for me to join you for a drink this night?