Love never decides.

[vegonoemo]

I feel like I give and give,
and I feel like I never receive.
I struggle with the knowing that
I love someone more then they love me.
This knowledge really sucks...

These past few months have made me realize
that there is a person inside of me that
I never even realized existed, a caring person.
I have felt a love that has reached through time and space.
The love for Eli has made me into a person that I
never realized that I could be!

I just wish that I could clearly see the future,
so I wouldn't have such a frustrating time now!