welcome
This is My first entry. Today i rebooted my comp. and decided to go on AIM and see if any of my friends were on. Mind you I haven't been on in over a month and that's usually about the regular interval for that.(we'll see how long this lasts.) anyhoo i recognized a name and searched my memory for how i knew the SN. i thought I knew who it was but wasn't quite sure. so i looked in her profile which led me here but didn't say her name. by the way that's how i discovered this. Anyway while i was looking at her journal entry she IM'd me (cuz i IM'd her while she was idle). To my very pleasant surprise, I was right. Saeeda, a very bright and very beautiful girl whom i met on my Close-Up trip in Washington D.C., was that very girl. Now the interesting thing is, I knew that i would meet a girl on the trip that i would have a great connection with, i always do, It just turns out that this time around she lived in the next town over from me. All fine and good. We resumed our friendship; and I daresay i hoped and thought it may have turned into something more given time; for all of about two or three weeks, at which point i lost my cell phone and all the numbers in it, and therefore any way of possibly reconnecting with Saeeda. Now at this point a smart and ambitious young man would see this as an opportunity to do something romantic and do whatever it took to look up this girl(who i also took to prom): I guess i'm not as smart or ambitious as I fancied. However, fortunately at some point i took down her SN and put her on my buddy list, which leads me to today. I am so glad i talked to her again, and even planned a date. I couldn't tell you how many times i've looked at the pictures from Close-Up and thought about her and all the possibilities... ahh well such is life right? Now i know i am a handsome guy, so it made me very happy to hear some of the girls at school confess their jealousy of the girl i took to prom(last year) The Office ladies said very nice things as well. I dunno where i'm goin with all of this, I've never done a journal before. It's like typing almost my exact train of thought - with a degree of censorship...I am a young adult male after all. Any way i really do gotta go to bed i stopped talking to saeeda a while ago and told her i was gonna turn in, then took a phone call then started doin this. so g'night.