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I finished a streetcar named desire. Pretty good. I'm sure seeing the play has a more dramatic effect.
Sara, if you read this (and I have a hankering that you will), I was looking through pictures and how you had your hair this previous summer was so cute. You're always beautiful, but the style you had this summer fit your face perfectly. Consider that cut again.
I know everyone thinks Lindsay is a stupid whore, but she really isn't that bad. Maybe it's just when she's with me. But I know her sudden personality flip is all in attempts to be noticed. One day she'll realize her faults. Until then, I tell you all, ignore her and eventually, she wont try so hard.
If she runs away, just say "Had a nice trip I suppose?"
If she tells you she had sex say "Protected I suppose?"
If she talks about her depression pills say "You think I care I suppose?"
Humour her. This is just an experimental idea, but it just might be wild enough to work.
What else is new... Oh, I'm eating fish now. I don't know if I already said this in one of my prior entries. Anyway, yup: Egg, Cheese, Milk and fish are back on the diet. Well, fish I haven't eaten since I was 5. For about 3 weeks I was obsessed with fish sticks (which I believe is sol)and then I moved on to sticks of butter. I had a weird taste palet. And then I tried crab when I was 11, and it totally turned me off of fish until this saturday when I tried shrimp. Which made me want to vomit.
I told my mom about this, and she said it was becuase I was trying shellfish and she too dislikes shellfish. She told me to give flaky fish like fillet of sol, cod, salmon and tuna a try. I can't say I dislike any of the fish I have tried in the past two days. And if I do doubt how much I like it, I think "this is really good for me. it'll put hair on my ovaries and I'll live to be 108" And who doesn't want that?
If I pretend that the carcus on my plate of which I am dining upon did not at one point have a face, it isn't that bad eating it. I still feel kind of bad, especially when I remember I am eating a thing that was once just as alive as I am, but then I try to forget and pretend it's a foreign vegetable. It's going to take time, but so far, I've been able to put aside my emotional attachments to the fishworld and I've had a new species of fish every night.
The worst experience I had was with a can of salmon. The little vertebre bones were included. When I saw it, I was appaled and took 10 minutes to rid my entire meal of the fishes assumed-to-be-spine-at-one-point-until-it-was-canned-and-sold-in-my-local-grocer-and-thereafter-was-still-the-fishes-spine-just-a-manfactured-version. I guess you can eat the bones, but I'd rather not.
Anyway, none of you care about my fish experiences. And if you do, you must lead a sad life to have enough time to read this and empathsize with me over this matter. But it's very sweet if you do and you will be rewarded greatly in your next life for being such a caring soul.
xoxoxox
Sara, if you read this (and I have a hankering that you will), I was looking through pictures and how you had your hair this previous summer was so cute. You're always beautiful, but the style you had this summer fit your face perfectly. Consider that cut again.
I know everyone thinks Lindsay is a stupid whore, but she really isn't that bad. Maybe it's just when she's with me. But I know her sudden personality flip is all in attempts to be noticed. One day she'll realize her faults. Until then, I tell you all, ignore her and eventually, she wont try so hard.
If she runs away, just say "Had a nice trip I suppose?"
If she tells you she had sex say "Protected I suppose?"
If she talks about her depression pills say "You think I care I suppose?"
Humour her. This is just an experimental idea, but it just might be wild enough to work.
What else is new... Oh, I'm eating fish now. I don't know if I already said this in one of my prior entries. Anyway, yup: Egg, Cheese, Milk and fish are back on the diet. Well, fish I haven't eaten since I was 5. For about 3 weeks I was obsessed with fish sticks (which I believe is sol)and then I moved on to sticks of butter. I had a weird taste palet. And then I tried crab when I was 11, and it totally turned me off of fish until this saturday when I tried shrimp. Which made me want to vomit.
I told my mom about this, and she said it was becuase I was trying shellfish and she too dislikes shellfish. She told me to give flaky fish like fillet of sol, cod, salmon and tuna a try. I can't say I dislike any of the fish I have tried in the past two days. And if I do doubt how much I like it, I think "this is really good for me. it'll put hair on my ovaries and I'll live to be 108" And who doesn't want that?
If I pretend that the carcus on my plate of which I am dining upon did not at one point have a face, it isn't that bad eating it. I still feel kind of bad, especially when I remember I am eating a thing that was once just as alive as I am, but then I try to forget and pretend it's a foreign vegetable. It's going to take time, but so far, I've been able to put aside my emotional attachments to the fishworld and I've had a new species of fish every night.
The worst experience I had was with a can of salmon. The little vertebre bones were included. When I saw it, I was appaled and took 10 minutes to rid my entire meal of the fishes assumed-to-be-spine-at-one-point-until-it-was-canned-and-sold-in-my-local-grocer-and-thereafter-was-still-the-fishes-spine-just-a-manfactured-version. I guess you can eat the bones, but I'd rather not.
Anyway, none of you care about my fish experiences. And if you do, you must lead a sad life to have enough time to read this and empathsize with me over this matter. But it's very sweet if you do and you will be rewarded greatly in your next life for being such a caring soul.
xoxoxox