against better judgement i write to sort my thoughts
I saw it coming these last few weeks, and pretty much reasoned it out until I had almost accepted it before it happened. I hate the feeling of not knowing whats going on, so I would not let you have me hang on to nothing anymore. You could not get around it anymore because you knew too. But it was cheap how it happened, and thats why I'm upset. Thats why I cried. And I could see your emotionless face in my mind, and how your lips had absolutely nothing to say. I wasn't worth your time, tears or words. I did love you, I did trust you, and I was faithful to you. So whatever issues you have from your past, know that this one was genuine. Did you ever feel it? I write this to clear my mind so I can move on. And thats all I have to say, I've already said too much... I guess words come so easy now. I only wish I knew some that have crossed your mind.