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Kourtney called me this morning and it pretty much made my entire day.
This next summer will be the best one ever. Just have to hold out until
then.
Probably just bury myself in work and school and reading and sleep and my only 2 friends in this country: Cousin and Jordan.. because everyone else is too busy to see me or hang out or talk. whatever. not like I care. I'm rock. you can't hurt me. "And that's how she gets through the day."
work today. 4-9. and I will see my favorite old couples that eat on Sundays. and they will sit on the same side of the table. and he will walk her to the same table they've always sat at and he will pull out her chair and she will sit down. and he will take their cups and get their beverages. and he will know what she wants and exactly how much ice. they will share a salad and eat out of the same dish. then they will share a small pizza. then they will leave holding hands and he will open the car door for her. and I will tell them to have a nice night and smile and they will smile back and say, "you too dear." and I will pray to my absent god that I see them next week and think that they really aren't as old as they look. Because, that's what I do on Sundays. I work and I see the old people and they make me happier than most people my age ever will because they are real and they are nice and when they are in love, it's the sweetest, purist thing in the world.
♥
Probably just bury myself in work and school and reading and sleep and my only 2 friends in this country: Cousin and Jordan.. because everyone else is too busy to see me or hang out or talk. whatever. not like I care. I'm rock. you can't hurt me. "And that's how she gets through the day."
work today. 4-9. and I will see my favorite old couples that eat on Sundays. and they will sit on the same side of the table. and he will walk her to the same table they've always sat at and he will pull out her chair and she will sit down. and he will take their cups and get their beverages. and he will know what she wants and exactly how much ice. they will share a salad and eat out of the same dish. then they will share a small pizza. then they will leave holding hands and he will open the car door for her. and I will tell them to have a nice night and smile and they will smile back and say, "you too dear." and I will pray to my absent god that I see them next week and think that they really aren't as old as they look. Because, that's what I do on Sundays. I work and I see the old people and they make me happier than most people my age ever will because they are real and they are nice and when they are in love, it's the sweetest, purist thing in the world.
♥