Jul 11, 2005 03:05
Oh man, was I obliterated last night or what?! I can barely remember all the shit that actually went down. And from what I do, it was a crazy evening for me. All I can remember at the end of the evening is talking to mike on the phone and asking myself, what did I do with that ten dollar bill. But I realized I gave it to Robbie. Awe Robbie, Robbie Robbie. Such a nice person, I guess I have seemed to have the wrong impression of him for far too long. So I appreciate nice people, they are awesome! And dislike people that dont remember your birthday. Im so tired, Im on benedryl and Im about to knock the fuck out. I miss certain people in my life lately, I look back and think how I used to have such close bonds and now they are shit. Because I am me, I am going to say that it isnt my fault, and firmly believe that thats the right answer. I see it as them missing out on my experiences. Of course I am missing out on theirs, nad that is mutual. But for me to have been so close, and now so distant, is really sad. Im hoping that this will only exacerbate to the point of not talking. I dont mean that, but something around that level. I dont mean a thing I am saying.
Ou!!! I am going to CA in about 2 weeks, and I cant wait. I think my grandma is going to fly out later that week and take my cousin to disneyland for their 50th. Plus I think we will go to J town, I miss those streets. I also cant wait to go thrifting with my awesome cousin. She's the best.
Im worried that I wont do things right.