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I might not have mentioned it lately, but I love my guy.
I recently was handed some gossip about the individual that this entry was focused on. It's some crazy shit.
Due to the gossip, though, I sort of went down memory lane and kicked myself all over again for even letting myself get into the situation that I did. But due to my reading on cognitive approach I was actually fairly quick to look at the positives. It reminded me how fantastic my life actually is. And I'm still convinced that I would not be with the Man I'm with now, or gained the promotion at work (for a couple examples) if I had not been through that situation. And I really haven't let anyone walk all over me since then. Which is a good thing. Though I'd rather not go through the situation again, and if I had it to do all over again I probably would have handled myself a bit differently, I grew a lot from it and wouldn't trade that for anything.
I'm not sure if any of that made sense as I'm quite tired. :) But I actually feel better than I have for a month or so. So, there again, something good came out of a bad situation.
I recently was handed some gossip about the individual that this entry was focused on. It's some crazy shit.
Due to the gossip, though, I sort of went down memory lane and kicked myself all over again for even letting myself get into the situation that I did. But due to my reading on cognitive approach I was actually fairly quick to look at the positives. It reminded me how fantastic my life actually is. And I'm still convinced that I would not be with the Man I'm with now, or gained the promotion at work (for a couple examples) if I had not been through that situation. And I really haven't let anyone walk all over me since then. Which is a good thing. Though I'd rather not go through the situation again, and if I had it to do all over again I probably would have handled myself a bit differently, I grew a lot from it and wouldn't trade that for anything.
I'm not sure if any of that made sense as I'm quite tired. :) But I actually feel better than I have for a month or so. So, there again, something good came out of a bad situation.