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I find it's much easier to deal with things when you're a nut. Ya know, let your inner dork come out. Dork? or the real you? Huh. We'll probably never know. Seriously, stress is more easily managed when you're a goof-ball- not so worried about what people think all the time. Yeah, you need to work through your problems, but there will also be some that just need to be ignored, placed in the back of your mind as often as possible, and avoided, because for those there is no working through. Like love, boys, things you can't change, and things or people you know you shouldn't mix with, even though you may want to. For stuff like that, just forget about life and be a nut.
On a side note, I have always heard and revered the expression "follow your heart and you'll never go wrong." I might disagree. Chemistry, and infatuation are often mistaken for matters of the heart. Chemistry is ABSOLUTELY UNEXPLAINABLE. I can just kick myself when i'm attracted to guys that I honestly don't want to be attracted to. I know they're wrong for me, they're immature in life-experience as well as spiritually, they bug the crap out of me all the time with stupid little things, etc. But in the end, I still seek desperately for their approval, although I would never let them know. So you see? As love is far too often mistaken for and sometimes cannot even be deciphered from chemistry or infatuation, one must trust the standards they have set for themselves, the rules of their God, and good old common sense. Alls I know is Heavenly Father's gonna have to hit me over the head with a brick before I'll be married to someone FOREVER... what if I don't even like them, and He tells me I need to? I think I might die. *Sigh* And that, my friend, is why I need chemistry. I just wish I could get a healthy dose of every good emotion, and be in head-over-heels, I love everything about him kind of love... I confuse even myself. It's gonna take some kind of man.
On a side note, I have always heard and revered the expression "follow your heart and you'll never go wrong." I might disagree. Chemistry, and infatuation are often mistaken for matters of the heart. Chemistry is ABSOLUTELY UNEXPLAINABLE. I can just kick myself when i'm attracted to guys that I honestly don't want to be attracted to. I know they're wrong for me, they're immature in life-experience as well as spiritually, they bug the crap out of me all the time with stupid little things, etc. But in the end, I still seek desperately for their approval, although I would never let them know. So you see? As love is far too often mistaken for and sometimes cannot even be deciphered from chemistry or infatuation, one must trust the standards they have set for themselves, the rules of their God, and good old common sense. Alls I know is Heavenly Father's gonna have to hit me over the head with a brick before I'll be married to someone FOREVER... what if I don't even like them, and He tells me I need to? I think I might die. *Sigh* And that, my friend, is why I need chemistry. I just wish I could get a healthy dose of every good emotion, and be in head-over-heels, I love everything about him kind of love... I confuse even myself. It's gonna take some kind of man.