oh my goodness...

[veggie_tarian]

i HATE teen drama...I hate people...i hate how i can't tell what people are thinking all the time...I feel like an emo robot right now. not cool. I really need a boyfriend right now. I'm not gonna get into it cuz noone wants to hear it, cuz not many people like my journals for some reason even though they are just like everyone elses...but whatever, i feel really unloved right now.

"you could slit my throat and with one last gasping breath, i would apoligize for bleeding on your shirt." I really would, and i need to stop being such a pushover.

Amanda