Aug 10, 2009 02:27
and aside from talking to a few people on aim, i'm not sure why i'm awake. i've been up since like 9am... what's wrong with me? i've been like this for a couple nights now. gah. i hate this. i'm so exhausted! but i can't sleep! and i keep trying to tell topher and micah that i gotta go to sleep, but they just keep starting random messages with me. :/ i love topher to pieces, but he's got more fucking issues than i've ever seen a boy have. he's gotta be the most lost, confused, impossible person i've ever known. he has never had a girlfriend and not cheated on her. but he "can't control it"????? uhhhh... yeah. you get it.
anyway, i just want to sleep. sleeping pills. 4 of them. goodnight.