Aug 02, 2003 08:58
The post (2 posts ago) about my being good the other day was prevenient (I looked that one up in the thesaurus...for fucking LJ, WHAT A LOSER!!)
Ok, the smut...I ended up cuddling with a...not 18 year old like it said so he could be allowed on gay.com, but 17 year old (18 in a month). He did kiss me good night (after telling me I looked like a jock and my on-line pic doesn't do me justice???(I don't really look like a jock do I (I am taking it as it was just from a high schooler's eyes...)))
...I wasn't looking for the smooch (maybe get to know the kid for a month or so, then possibly go there, hello...legal i t y). He was really cute, though.
So 2 hot prospects...33 year old Gary (don't like the name, gorgeous, built like a fucking god, and unquestionably looks like he's under 25) or 17 year old Jonathan (only a month to go :-), really, really scrawny, kind of odd (not necessarily in a bad way though), lives in silly high school land still, looks like he's, well, 17)...I am thinking Gary's sounding like the winner, but...in reality I need to get a fucking life of my own before I start getting in the middle of other peoples and screwing with theirs (there's a happy thought)
Weird coincidence, makes me feel a little bit less like a cradle robber...
He HAS been out with someone in "the GAY" (hope I used that right...Susan hates the term, hehe (Josh introduced me to it)). I don't think Jonathan actually kissed this person, so I'm still worser, and I don't even know if it could even be considered a date...though it was a movie).
Ok, I've journaled enough...