hey, why didn't i just let you kick me in the genitals?
yeah... this is definitely it....... which is nothing. i should know better than to think people are going to stop their world for me. i need something more realistic. this "heat of the moment" shit is just depressing. currently i'm left in the dust wondering why i try. i ask myself this too much, but why the hell do i breathe?! maybe something real is on its way. all i can do is humor this possibility. until then i'm going to continue to listen to this super glossy and candy-coated pop, by Annie.