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Time to get everything out i guess. I'm not feeling so well. There's something about my family and depression. I feel like Kara's ignoring me for a reason, and i just feel horrible about it. Not only that but i felt so out of place among my friends. But also the thing is i dont want to go get myself analyzed for depression. Nor do i want to take medicine that'll change me. I'm a coward. I wish i wasn't, if only i wasn't raised the way i was. I feel out of place everywhere. I try to put up a front or leave in that type of situation but it's hard to not just break down in public. Sometimes I think the world would be better off without me. Not many people need me around. Cept for rides or something like that.