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Ok after a LONG and i mean LONG day at Sky Harbor international airport located in lovley Phoenix i am proud to report that i have made it home safley... Though there was talk about a day trip to Oakland to visit Vanessa... though i opted out of it because my mom didnt want me to go lol and yes i know thats like pathetic because of me being 20 but she didnt feel it was safe.. and it was the ONLY thing she has asked me not to do over this break.. so after i began to feel guility... I backed out on Vanessa.... and waited for the 9:pm flight to San Diego...
Over this Winter break something intresting has occured... i dont want it to become common knowledge.. partly because i dont want to jinx it but mostly because i dont want to listen to EVERYONE I KNOW and i basically mean EVERYONE I KNOW to bitch at me... Because... I'm kinda... sorta ... talking to Curt again... For anyone out of the loop.. Curt is my first love.. the one guy that has ever broken my heart.. the only guy i had ever met that effected me in such away that out relationship ending kinda changed the course of my life... Yah... Basically pre us talking on New Years (because Mitch was too fucking drunk to not realize he was putting Curt and i Back into contact) we were nothing but bad words between us... So.. after 6 hours on the phone we worked through the shit that was basically bad... the back stabbing on either side... him and Shmitty and Heath and I... We talked it out.. and for some reason its ok now.. I mean i even talked to him when i was at the airport for aboout an hour yesterday... and he woke my ass up at 5 am this morning to make sure i got home ok.. (he dosnt do time changes well) and see how my flight went... LoL..
Just talking to curt right now is kinda trippy for me.. he said he will call me later tonight but who knows... The funny thing is that i know the only reason were talking right now is because he recently broke up with LaDonna or however you spell it... Odd compliment.. he said that the she made the absolut worst day with me (and there were some bad ones) Make him long to be back in that situation... So basically she was a henious bitch... LoL.. Its all gravy though... I know he has a funeral to go to today for something or other... so i think i'll give him a call later... Oh well.. this should be intresting.. and hopefully he will lay off the girlfriends untill we become stronger friends... lol ok i'm out!
Over this Winter break something intresting has occured... i dont want it to become common knowledge.. partly because i dont want to jinx it but mostly because i dont want to listen to EVERYONE I KNOW and i basically mean EVERYONE I KNOW to bitch at me... Because... I'm kinda... sorta ... talking to Curt again... For anyone out of the loop.. Curt is my first love.. the one guy that has ever broken my heart.. the only guy i had ever met that effected me in such away that out relationship ending kinda changed the course of my life... Yah... Basically pre us talking on New Years (because Mitch was too fucking drunk to not realize he was putting Curt and i Back into contact) we were nothing but bad words between us... So.. after 6 hours on the phone we worked through the shit that was basically bad... the back stabbing on either side... him and Shmitty and Heath and I... We talked it out.. and for some reason its ok now.. I mean i even talked to him when i was at the airport for aboout an hour yesterday... and he woke my ass up at 5 am this morning to make sure i got home ok.. (he dosnt do time changes well) and see how my flight went... LoL..
Just talking to curt right now is kinda trippy for me.. he said he will call me later tonight but who knows... The funny thing is that i know the only reason were talking right now is because he recently broke up with LaDonna or however you spell it... Odd compliment.. he said that the she made the absolut worst day with me (and there were some bad ones) Make him long to be back in that situation... So basically she was a henious bitch... LoL.. Its all gravy though... I know he has a funeral to go to today for something or other... so i think i'll give him a call later... Oh well.. this should be intresting.. and hopefully he will lay off the girlfriends untill we become stronger friends... lol ok i'm out!